Sleep

I can’t seem to sleep tonight. I’ve been reading all the messages from Scott. I can’t seem to wrap my thoughts around anything real right now. It’s such a strange feeling to feel like you’re on the edge of a breakdown but calm enough to sit motionless and silent. I just want him here to hold me, and then all would be right with the world for a brief moment. Tonight I feel overwhelmed. Tonight I will find some peace in the storm. I have to, for my own sake.